Thursday, September 01, 2005

i m like blogging quite abit...ahhhh...i m all alone...its so bored....sian...its kinda getting me down...just played around with google earth....heh...found my school, acsi, acjc...mgs, nanyang, chi high....n my house area....n orchard too....scgs and sji were covered by clouds hahah...i cant find my church thou...hiaz...lol...i tried to follow the mrt tracks to boon lay but after jurong east...the landscape sort of turned blur....i found bukit batok mrt...haha...i cant imagine myself standing there on saturday....i could see the roundabout where john's mum picked me up last time...so kool lorh....but the images going blur n unblur gave me abit of a headache...

i tried to paint the countless figures i had in my cupboard..but i realised i didnt have the patience to even do the black undercoat...i tink my hands r more steady now...but so tiring....i realised tht once u lose ur passion for stuff....veri hard to get it back....passion is a powerful tool...it drives u....i mean like...its teachers' day...have u ever met those teachers who have no passion...if u havent...trust me...u dun want to....hav u ever met those ppl who do this for the sake of it...ya man....look so lifeless and un-enthu....thts the magnitude of passion in our lives...heh

sometimes...u noe the only child thing...suddenly i miss the exam thing...where i was so bizi...i had no time to feel sad or worried...haha...it was like get up eat sleep study go take paper, get up eat sleep study go take paper....i wish i had someone special u noe...i mean like God is special...he rawks n all...but sometimes...i wish i had a special someone hu could always spare the time for me...someone i could lean on...i wished all my neighbours hadnt moved to God noes where....someone special...hah...i m still wishing...read in the papers dengue took its 8th victim....sigh...y in the world are there mosquitos when we cant keep them under our grasp...our 'passion' for leaving stagnent water...allows them to breed so our passion ultimately kills us....oh wells....

hmmm....

either u kill ur passion or ur passion kills u...makes sense?...random crap talk...dun mind me....

|cowpoo| 11:26 AM|

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